Pondering

I have only ever seen extra terrestrials, aliens if you like, in sci-fi movies. Yet, I think they are all right out there, watching us Earthlings who call ourselves smarties. Perhaps, they watch us like a drama of Earth's developing history and things like that. I can not help but wonder, though, What perspective and how they all look at the earthlings? Let me be specific, WHAT DO THEY REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT WE ARE DOING TO OUR PLANET? Everyday now I read the news about global warming, about how we fellow humans are killing other living species into extinction and, how selfish we all are to one another. I have to say, I do not have any moment where I think I am "the highest creature". Instead, I feel ashamed when I realize in the end that maybe God meant to put his unique ending to his own handmade creation. This watery place would be so much better without any living creatures like human beings. Look at the ugly buildings we have made which we smugly call "WONDERS OF THE WORLD". The horizon would be seen much better and farther through clean air without them; we keep digging into the resources yet in the end we need to trade them with more blood and mutual hatred. We think we are the most advanced creatures but we always do the cruellest and nastiest things to EVERY OTHER CREATURE, and that just makes whatever we do spin into a even bigger vicious cycle. I feel really ashamed, and I do know that there's very little I can do, yet most that I do is just cowardly things to be exact. Yet, despite the fact I hate whatever we are doing, I can still see some good elements in this place. It is not that 100% dark and bad as I earlier mentioned. And yes, I can see although predictable and cliché, LOVE It could be dark and bad if you looked at it negatively. What I am trying to say is, I might not like this place at all, but I choose to believe that there's some hidden point that a higher being made us here.