Every good thing has to come to an end...and it's NOT even good this time!!

SO.....I sort of quit my job and they sort of let me go as well. This morning when I woke up, I came to my senses, then the first thing was "I'm unemployeed"--I wish I was still in bed dreaming, I really freaking did! I've been hearing this in my head, "I'm a loser, I'm a loser." I am now a 25 year old gal and still act like someone who's in their teens, or say 5, which is pretty sad. Yes, SAD. I still remember that I told myself, and even my friends to that I, Jing Yueh, wanted to give my job at least 2 years. 2 YEARS!! NOT fuckin' 5 months!! But now it's all too late! Yeah, TOO late!! There's no point looking back, the only cure to look around me and look forward. AM I A LOSER?!