20071204
Pondering
20071128
I need some friends
I miss some of the friends I used to hang out with so God damn much.
Damn
Being a woman is not necessarily a good thing.
I am thinking, quite seriously these days, is there really, really NO real friendship around offices? Are our colleagues just like what they often say, " Passengers on the same bus we meet."? I know a lot of the time I am quie naive and innocent but deep down I do believe that some people are good hearted. And of course I know every bright side comes along with a dark one as well. Just not everyone is bad nor completely good I mean. More like a twilight zone, that grey area. But I guess doesn't matter where we go, people will never change, we like to have our little own circle just to make us feel cozy and safe on the inside. So for those who were left out just feel isolated and unwanted. I am afraid right now by the effect of the female hormone I can not really tell you whether I am IN the circle or OUT of it or maybe just something in between.
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After we moved in to this current new house, I've been having quite a lot of "deja vu". I am not too sure of it's a good or bad sign. Yet one thing I am positive of is that I like this place day after day. Like Andrew said, "it's a very funtional place." Yes, it's really quite spacey and just because it was decoraed by the slightly different house modeling. I especially enjoy the view where we can just look much further out to other natural plain space rather than just some other ugly man made concrete walls from before. And the windy environment also makes the mopped floor and clothes dry up so quickly.
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Tonight our website designer, Ethan, is coming to talk the 3rd time of the website constructure. I guess it would be a quite promising project to our future. We both feel quite up to it.
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20071122
Paper Tiger
Interesting.
What is your opinion of a REAL PAPER TIGER?
20071102
Can you believe it?
I've heard some people say that because a person is born in any a particular season then that person is mentally and even physically attached to that season. For me, it's quite factual. Every year in fall, I always get emotional and sentimental. It does not matter where I am, who I am with, what I do or what age I am, I simply get a sentimental feeling. There's always such a place deep within me that isolates myself from the crowded world, and in that place I can just talk to myself. No bullshit from interactions with others, no stress from reality. It's a place I call the 'REAL ME'. I can be a quiet girl, a noisy girl, and above all, just to be innocent like the way I have always been. It's really pure, clean, and peaceful place; a place that cannot physically exist.
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20070825
Time flies by, things are going on
Soon it will be 5 months since I started my current job. This is the first job I’ve done which does not give me a feeling of torture or disgust. Good news, I think.
As large part of my job, I need to drive around
Anyhow, I've learned to have fun with my job. I can drive around to find the goodies. The biggest benefit is that I can go to different places for the local tasty snacks. So far Andrew, Ya Hsing, and most of my colleagues have tasted this benefit.
However, driving alone can be very boring especially when the radio never stops spinning the same shit. But now it's not so bad as most of the time I have an Indonesian interpreter with me. She is similar in age so we get along very well. On a certain level I treat her like my own little sister. I don’t mean I boss her around, more take care of her and talk about young with her.
7 minutes to the start of the afternoon section of the day. I need to work 3 Saturday mornings straight, starting from tomorrow. Andrew thinks this job could be getting too much. I think as long as I can have some fun here and they keep putting money in the bank every month, I can overcome. Anyways.
Next time let me share some of my inspirations with ya whenever they across my mind.
Take care, n thanks for your time.
Hasta Luego~
靜月
20070630
I want you to feel at home with me!
20070328
universal clock
20070327
Insurance exits
20070326
the real greatest film
been all the way wrong
He told me one day, "True love needed to be assured before anyone becomes rich, NOT after!!"
"So tell me boy, why are so many wealthy people have the choice of the "good girls"?"
"I don't know, maybe that's not true love."
"But whoever you will meet is wrtten down in the history. It's fate."
"Huh, if that's what you believe in, why don't you let go?"
"Let go? Let go how?? and why should i let go?"
"Try to find someone else in your destiny book boy, I'm sure this move will make your life more colorful."
"ok."